Christmas Puppy

got my Christmas puppy today ...
Belled an 8 month old Leopard hound mix.
WHAT A SWEETHEART... and fitting in nicely here.
Look for upcoming pictures !

USPS

THE UNITED STATES POSTAL SERVICE SUCKS ...
their employee union that now protects the worthless
lazy employees with attitudes ...will be
their demise.
mark my words

Merry Christmas ...

Merry Christmas everyone ...
and good cheer to all.
May you all feel the warmth and love of family and friends
this Christmas...
watching now as a few friends and families are dealing
with sickness and two families with deaths.
Sometimes one needs to sit and remember the good
memories of Christmas' past to somehow find some JOY
today ... a simple smile from a forgotten memory can
many times lead to feeling better.

RIP

REST IN PEACE DONNY RICHARDSON
Will remember the days spent playing...
watching you drink the bong water and stupid crap ...
shame mann.
real shame
RIP

9

now waiting 9 weeks for this insurance co to OK / ALLOW
grant permission for PAIN THERAPY ordered by JOHNS HOPKINS.
Contacted my attorney multiple times now ...
and he will not give me the time of day.
Had a doctor SUSPEND treatment this morning because
he has not been paid since June.
When , when is a man not supposed to loose it ?
increasing pain and dysfunction daily , while greed
directs the course of my non-treatment.
all a bunch of B/S

Looks

Looks like we will be adding a baby to our home ... a 6 month old
lab/aussie mix female , rescued from the gas chamber.
Be here right after Christmas...
see if I can attach a pic of Belle' ...
been fostered by the gal who runs the rescue organization.
Love being able to share my life with the dogs...
would have it no other way.
My life thrown to the dogs... LOVE IT.

word ...comrade

looks like a few Russian comrades been reading my blogg...

CLOSER

THE CLOSER WE GET TO THE NEW YEAR... The more I am forced to reflect...
asking myself some important questions and searching for the right answers.
trying to plot a course for the next year and whatever time I have ahead.
Pretty sure we are not talking years now... least not in the mobile sense ...
think my last months will be spent bedridden feeling spit drip cool down my chin.
wipe mee please
Moving around this morning trying to keep the ducks and birds fed and feed the
woodland creatures ... my lower back let me know ...with certainty that it is
WORSE
and needs help bad.
Help I am not getting ... help I need to keep going.
Electrocution is supposed to KILL and in my case I think it did ... but a lot slower
than in a chair.
sad but very true...
Sad now I deal with my wife and the menopausal riddles she writes and expects me to
understand or repeat. Shame I can see the words but make no sense of the composure.
she does have some Russian in her ...

doctor

doctor seems to be NOT CONCERNED about the 100 BPM at complete rest
or the heart pounding and vision problems and the 1/2 hour of cold sweats that
follow ...
not concerned...

heart doctor

... called the heart doctor this morning to get treatment.
Nurse on the phone agreed the problem is worse and more
serious.
... said she would get a hold of the doctor and call back
with an apt. time for tomorrow.
THEY NEVER CALLED ME BACK
must be the PULSE of my purse , or in this case
the pulse of the work comp insurance.
He has finally shown his hand...
seems fitting now HE SEE MINE.
TIRED OF PISS POOR MEDICAL TREATMENT BECAUSE IT IS WORK COMP.
They would rather I be dead already... and may soon get their wish , if my heart
goes untreated.
NOT A SINGLE NEWS STATION OR TV SHOW OR ANYTHING WILL TELL
MY STORY OF ELECTROCUTION SURVIVAL AND BEING KICKED TIME AND
TIME AGAIN BY THE INSURANCE CO AND THE GAME THEY HAVE ALL TURNED
THE SYSTEM INTO ...
Denied all medical treatment days after an electrocution , FACT.

still alive

thanks to all the delays in medical help and all the dozens of different drugs with
horrible side effects...
I am still alive.
for now

not

not a good day , between the back and neck pain.
Gott to the point I could not walk.
not able
then laying down to rest my back
had another heart episode , 100 bpm at rest.
third episode in 3 weeks.
the 17 th was the worst.
supposed to call the heart doctor Monday...
mmmm
only been going on for almost 3 years.

waiting

waiting for the neighbors to burn their house down ...
short 12 inch piece of stove pipe used to replace the 25 ft section that fell off ...
has an elbow on it now pointing the HEAT from the pipe , right back against the side
of their 2 story dry wood framed tar paper siding house...
Just a matter of time.