CLOSER

THE CLOSER WE GET TO THE NEW YEAR... The more I am forced to reflect...
asking myself some important questions and searching for the right answers.
trying to plot a course for the next year and whatever time I have ahead.
Pretty sure we are not talking years now... least not in the mobile sense ...
think my last months will be spent bedridden feeling spit drip cool down my chin.
wipe mee please
Moving around this morning trying to keep the ducks and birds fed and feed the
woodland creatures ... my lower back let me know ...with certainty that it is
WORSE
and needs help bad.
Help I am not getting ... help I need to keep going.
Electrocution is supposed to KILL and in my case I think it did ... but a lot slower
than in a chair.
sad but very true...
Sad now I deal with my wife and the menopausal riddles she writes and expects me to
understand or repeat. Shame I can see the words but make no sense of the composure.
she does have some Russian in her ...