Made it ...

Made it thru last weeks procedure at Hopkins.
VERY PAINFUL and was not expecting that.
I did not cry ...wanted too... but could not with my
face strapped down so tight...
did cry out in pain multiple times.
That was phase one ... next phase takes more time
and requires more precise probing.
WHILE I AM AWAKE ... AND FEELING ALL OF IT.
I did some thinking over the weekend about the EXTREME
actions now being taken to combat the pain of the fatal
accident I survived... actually cutting away parts of my body
so I cannot feel the dysfunction and damage.
shame...
Maybe if I had not be DENIED all medical treatment for over 4 months
post accident... maybe the injuries would not be so bad.
one day they will answer to GOD for their actions ...
stand and deliver the truth.