Problems

Problems with one of the new meds Hopkins thru into the drug cocktail.
Today walking was more painful and my legs falling asleep / going numb more.
Driving difficult because I cannot FEEL the pedals ...
and well , with all the new meds I should not be driving anyhow.
my point...
Everyday is a challenge for me ... try to function and find stuff to do.
Somehow feel worthy or useful ... that is real hard to do.
Not what I know how to do anymore ...it is what I am capable of doing.
Stayed up very late last night ... and slept... so tired not even the nightmares came this time.
Like to hear one of these days ... that King Gunsmith decides to DO THE RIGHT THING.
At 6 pm tonite I had over 2050 blog views here ... alot of people seeing what he did wrong.
TIME HE MADE IT RIGHT ...
My days are full of enough pain and problems without people like him taking away
the small amounts of JOY I am able to find.
Abuse the cripple ... what Sunday school class taught him that ...